I didn’t realize how little I was going to post when I started this blog. Honestly, I lost a lot of my motivation (Thanks to Sunshine Daisies for bringing it back with an inspirational comment). I’ve been busy, I feel like I just bombed my exams, but a part of me just doesn’t care anymore.
People told me that during third tri, you just stop caring, and it’s hitting me. I honestly don’t care. But that hasn’t been the real reason.
See, I’ve always been excited to have my own Juniors. Since I met my seniors, since my first day, since I was accepted, even, since I applied. I’m not close to my seniors. I’ll talk to them, but really… I talk to my fellow Juniors. And not everyone is like that, a lot of people mix and mingle, and I do a little bit of mixing and mingling too. And that should make me more ready to have Juniors.
But I just realized that I don’t want Juniors. With everyone, me included, applying for some leadership position or other (I’m including TA even though that’s not technically a leadership position), we’re accepting that the end is near. And I’m not ready for it.
Moving on. So, it’s snowing. Yes, we have snow days, since we don’t want to put the teachers’ lives in danger by making them come to school. But the teachers are supposed to assign work to make up for the classwork, and most of them did… and it was a lot of work.
Exams, however, continue, rain or shine or snow or freaking fire raining from the sky, but most people are okay with that, since they’ve already done their studying. Darned anti-procrastinators.
And… I don’t know. I don’t know what to say. I’m a little tired of trying to guess what people want to know about the school, I’m a little tired of trying to talk about it. I’m tired of the automated spam messages I get from our million and one ways to contact us, and I don’t get any real messages. It’s a time for complaining. Especially about all the applications, for summer programs and senior leadership positions and bleh.
Other than that, Sophomores got their applications in, which is kind of exciting, even though (and take this in the best way possible) I am not excited for bunch of new kids who don’t know a thing about the school and think they know everything. Not that I’m prejudging you. I catch myself giving seniors advice and telling them about the school, and I have to make them stop.
Also exciting are the discovery days, which are going to be AWESOME because, I mean, Sophomores. My Juniors. Y’all are among the crowd.
Good luck. Stay in school. Hugs, not drugs. Abstinence is the best form of contraception. Don’t procrastinate.
See you at Discovery Day. All of you ❤
A NCSSM Journey 