Tuesdays have always been my favorite weekday.
Today is June 25, 2013.
Today is a Tuesday.
Today I woke up, I went to swim practice, and I swam at a meet.
But today, our phone rang.
“Hello, this is […] from North Carolina School of Science and Math,”
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“and congratulations.”
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Of course, this is spectacular news. I started tearing up around my friends at the meet when I found out. From March until now, I had the feeling that when I would be called, it’d be an immediate yes.
But now that I’ve thought about it, I’ve been able to see what I’m going to lose for going to the NCSSM. My school rank, a friend or two left behind(most of mine are going to smath), and many hours of sleep. Right now, I’m not sure it’s the right trade-off for my home school.
Can I really handle it? Will my life really get better by coming here? What is it that I really want?
Thinking this over, I’m not sure. But I’ve got two days to figure this out.
Either way, this is a great success. From the initial denial: having the “nonfinalist” title, I’ve come a long way and made it in. I’ve fought so hard to get where I am to turn back now, right?